Ok I've been saying since I joined that I would start blogging and I been stickin' (translation for the non-Trinis: procrastinating) until now. I just read the funniest diary entry I think I have ever written from my high school days. I can't believe how ridiculous I was...I mean I really thought I had problems then lol. Read along and have a laugh, and yes I'm baiting myself out but meh nah cyaaaaaaaaare! it's hilarious!!!
February 22, 1994
Dear diary,
I don't know what to do! I want Lewel so badly, but the problem is I haven't met him yet. (LMAO ok i'm dying as I type this..ahem) I really want to get to know him! I mean I've only seen him about five times and I have dreams about him every night 
( I sound like a stalker in training) It seems like I've known him for a while. I want to say I love him, but I can't because I don't even know him.(I needed one cuff lmao) I'm really confused about everything! I know that I stopped liking Jamal last year, but it seems like he cares now even though he would never admit it. Every time I look up at him, he's already staring at me and then we make eye contact (I'm talking bout some eye contaaact lol) for the longest time. I can't help thinking that I still love 
him but I'm not sure. At least I think I don't like him anymore. I'm totally and utterly confused!! Then there's Keith. I know I still have feelings for him but I would never have a chance, he's way out of my league. He probably wouldn't even think of looking at me twice let alone once ahhh help!!! (This shyte is freakin' hilarious!) I guess it's just that time in my life when I feel I have to have someone but who on earth would want me. (cry me a river!) I guess I just give up. There is no use trying. I give up on guys (gee that sounds familiar hahaha) and the whole bit.
Later!
Ohmifreakin' gosh! let me tell you how I laughed! Shoot if I can't laugh at myself life would kinda boring....and I thought those were real problems, who would've thought
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